Fat bottomed girls...

...you make the rockin' world go 'round.

Happy New Year! 2009 is gonna be a jampacked year, me giving birth and all...good times.

So I've been thinking about the fact that over the next year, my body is going to go through a major transformation. Im probably going to gain 35lbs or more. I know a lot of it is going to be stuff other than fat stores, but still. And my belly is gonna get HUUUGE! I mean, Im going to be carrying a person in there, a whole baby. Its just been blowing my mind. I'm obviously thrilled to have these changes, but its still a little daunting at the same time.

But in all honesty, this pregnancy probably wont feel real to me until my body DOES start to change. Right now I just feel under the weather, and my other inclination of pregnancy is the positive test. Until I get to a doc and see an ultrasound, this kid is a very little mystery. I've been wonder a lot lately of what the baby will look like, what kind of mom Ill be, what kind of Dad Sean will be, its all very surreal. I used to think of these things, but it didn't seem real. See thats the weird thing about this pregnancy so far, it feels real, but it doesn't. Its really hard to explain. Anyway, I really hope I can see this get real soon...